'Sorry Mummy Papa...': UPSC Aspirant of Old Rajendar Nagar Commits Suicide, Leaves Emotional Note

New Delhi: Days after the tragic death of three UPSC aspirants in Delhi's Old Rajendar Nagar, a case of suicide of another UPSC aspirant has been reported.

The aspirant has left behind a long suicide note which begins with, “I am sorry mummy papa…”

UPSC Aspirant in Delhi's Old Rajendar Nagar Dies by Suicide

A student from Maharashtra, who was preparing for UPSC by staying in a rented room in Old Rajendra Nagar, Delhi, committed suicide recently and shook everyone with her emotional suicide note.

Apologising to her parents, the aspirant has spoken about how she is taking this step because she is unable to improve her mental health and she needs peace.

‘I Am Sorry Mummy Papa…’: Aspirant Leaves Behind Emotional Suicide Note

Beginning the suicide note with ‘I am sorry mummy papa…’, the aspirant has said that she is fed up of her life and is not able to get mental peace. 

She has mentioned how she has taken every possible step to overcome depression but has been unsuccessful.

The UPSC aspirant said how her dream was to clear UPSC in her first attempt but that has made her unstable. 

Her suicide note reads, “I can't heal until I help myself and I am very helpless now so just want to go happily now and be in peace."

‘I Am Going With My Wish… Donate My Organs’

In her suicide note, the aspirant has thanked her 'Kiran aunty and uncle' for being there and has said that she is taking this step because she cannot fulfil her dream and that she does not have the strength to face her problems.

Requesting her family to donate her organs she said, “I am going with my wish and happily; you all also be happy. And donate my organs to needy ones, at least I will do social work by going and give life to who wants to live.”

‘Please Allow Euthanasia’: Aspirant Makes Request to Govt

In the third page of her suicide note, the UPSC aspirant has asked the government to allow euthanasia in the country.

In her words, “I know this will become breaking news so I request government to please allow euthanasia in our country. I know suicide is not the solution for any problem but there are many who want to go and quit life by their choice.”

‘Reduce Scams of Govt Exams, Generate Employment’

The aspirant has also asked the government to ‘reduce scams of government exams and generate employment’.

The Maharashtra girl has also asked the PGs and hostels to reduce their rents and that they are ‘just looting money from the students; not every student can afford it’.

The suicide note has been ended with, “And please everyone don't cry much because everyone has to die one day, it's not a big deal. No one is immortal.”